For Zachary James Pratt

Wow!! It's really hard to believe that much time has gone by. I can vividly remember so much about you growing up, from when you were really little up until you were 12. That was the last time we spent time together as a family and it breaks my heart that I have missed these past 4 years. I hope you are truly happy and living life to its fullest. I would love to be with you and help you celebrate this special day and hope that you at least received and read my card. You are embarking on a new path in your life that will hopefully lead to happiness and success. Happy Birthday my beloved Zachary. I love you with all my heart. Mom XOX

Hey Zach, sorry it's been almost a month since I last wrote to you but it's hard when I realize that right now you are not reading my letters or looking at this site at all. Still, I will keep trying to forge a relationship with you somehow as it is the most important thing in this world to me. I pray for it every day, wish for it on every star and dream of it every night. I hope one day you will see that I have always loved you and will always be waiting for that one day you might change your mind. It's almost Christmas and even more exciting only 6 more days until your birthday. I can't believe you will be 16 and eligible to drive! Seems like just yesterday you were chatting with store clerks and brightening everyone's day with your sunny and precious smiles. I think back on all the remarkable things you said and did all the time. I am sure you continue to blow everyone away with your personality and charm and I know it is not lost in your pursuits of d...