Questions?

Hey Zach, feeling a little sad these days as it has been over 4 years now that we have been apart. Not a whole lot to share this time so I thought I would change things up a bit by trying to engage in some kind of conversation. I try to be optomistic and think that one day someone or something will prompt you to get in touch with the other part of your family but it gets harder each passing day. Until then I thought I should jot down questions that run through my mind inbetween the minute by minute thoughts of you and how you are doing back there in the lone star state.

I wonder if you ever think about coming back to California for a visit to see all those you left behind?

I wonder if you ever think about your nana and grandad, how they are getting on in age and more importantly how broken their hearts are at the thought of never getting to hug their grandson again in this life?

I wonder if you ever think of your dear brother whom I know was the source of much anguish for you in the past but perhaps might be an amazing friend to have as you adventure on to this new chapter of your life?
I wonder if you ever think about your Uncle Gregg & Auntie Kim and all the family gatherings they continue to host that are a little bit sad because you aren't there to share in the fun?

I wonder if you ever think about all of the good things that we shared as a family, those things that are so evident in all the photos I continually cry over now that you are not here?
Lastly, I wonder if you will ever come back to your mom so our hearts can finally mend and we can make up for all this lost time?

I guess that's it for now. Once again Zach, I will sign off by telling you how much I miss you and how much I love you and how I pray every night that we can be reunited very soon.

Mom