For Zachary James Pratt

Hi Zach, I was listening to Christmas songs on the radio for most of the day this past weekend and this one really stuck in my mind because even though it's message is for all of humanity, it spoke to me about our situation as well. It made me sad to think we can't move past this. Anyway, read the lyrics and let me know what you think. I hope it has the same effect on you that it did on me. I love you, now and for always, Mom, XOX. My Grown Up Christmas List Do you remember me, I sat upon your knee I wrote to you with childhood fantasies Well, I'm all grown up now and still need help somehow I'm not a child but my heart still can dream So here's my lifelong wish my grown up christmas list Not for myself but for a world in need No more lives torn apart, that wars would never start, and time would heal all hearts And everyone would have a friend, and right would always win and love would never end This is my grown up christmas list As children we believe...

Hey Zachary, by now I am sure your plans for the holidays are well underway. Not to mention you will be turning 17 this year! That could mean driving, a part-time job and lots of other exciting events. It is hard to believe it has been almost 5 years without you in my life and me in yours. I wonder 'do you talk about me to your friends?, do you ever wonder what your brother is doing with his life?, do you ever think about Nana and Granddad and how much they miss you?' I can't imagine what it feels like to have family members that you just don't ever see or talk to. I still communicate with all my cousins, aunts and uncles in England even though they are thousands of miles away. I miss you so much and at this time of year it is even harder to exist without you in my life. Your brother and I have not been in the Christmas spirit since you left but this year we are managing to muster some up and find the joy in the family we still have in our lives. After all, that is what...